If you loved again, I swear I’d love you right....917

I’m so glad you made time to see me 
How’s life? Tell me, how’s your family? 
I haven’t seen them in a while 
You’ve been good; busier than ever 
We small talk, work the weather 
Your guard is up and I know why 
Cause the last time you saw me 
Still burns in the back of your mind 
You gave me roses and I left them there to die 
So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying 
I’m sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time,
It turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missin’ you 
Wishing I’d realized what I had when you were mine 
And I go back to December, turn around
And make it all right 
I go back to December all the time
These days I haven’t been sleepin’, 
Stayin’ up playing back myself leavin’,
When your birthday passed 
And I didn’t call, then I think about summer, 
All the beautiful times,
I watched you laughin’ from the passenger side 
And realized I loved you in the fall 
And then the cold came, 
With the dark days when the fear crept into my mind 
You gave me all your love 
And all I gave you was goodbye 
So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying
I’m sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time,
It turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missin’ you
Wishing I’d realized what I had when you were mine
And I go back to December, turn around
And change my own mind 
I go back to December all the time
I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, 
So good to me, so right 
And how you held me in your arms 
That September night;
The first time you ever saw me cry 
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming 
If you loved again, I swear I’d love you right 
I’d go back in time and change it but I can’t 
So if the chain is on your door I understand
So this is me swallowing my pride, 
Standing in front of you saying 
I’m sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time,
It turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missin’ you 
Wishing I’d realized what I had when you were mine 
And I go back to December, turn around 
And make it all right 
I go back to December, turn around 
And change my own mind
I go back to December all the time
All the time

总觉得这首歌,就是在描述我和你~
当初的我,没好好珍惜你,疼爱你~
让我很后悔~
我曾经那样的伤害你~

对不起那时的我伤害了你~
因为我的小气~
因为我不够大量~你给了我你所有的爱~

可是我却给了你再见~

对不起~

但道歉也不能让时光倒流~
如果能时光倒流~
我想我会选择回到那个时间~

想回到以前去改变~
改变所有的事情~
改变一切~ 改变自己那愚蠢的决定~ 可是~ 一句抱歉并不能改变什麼~ 但是我真的~ 真心希望~ 这句抱歉能打开你的心~ 你那受了伤的心~ 也许这是一个梦一般的梦想~

我那又傻又笨的梦想~
我们之间的却有过爱情~
但我却让它又悄悄溜走~
现在的我~
只能在你看不到的地方
想你~
爱你~
如果我们能够再爱一次~
我发誓我会真的爱你~
爱着你~
回到我们以前甜蜜的回忆~
开始我们新的未来~
我不奢望你真的会看到~
我这篇文章~
可是~
我真想你看到~
看到我对你的歉意~
对不起~
我爱你~